Self Reflection

I'm just reblogging this old blog post of mine. This is one of my favorites that’s why. I also made some few changes. So, I hope you enjoy reading this! :)

As I see my reflection in the mirror, it makes me realize that I’m not a kid anymore! I’m already in my mid 20’s... 4 years away from being 30… GOSH!!! A big bump in the head! Ouch!! You see, when you’re in your mid 20’s, engagements starts popping and before you know it they’re all married… It’s becoming a phenomenon…really… LOL! Well, did you know that during my early twenties, I was not so pressured about it, but now in my mid 20’s, it really puts a huge pressure on me. I have to beat the clock so I don’t end up an old maid… haha... Have you felt that way too?

In the last months or so, 5 of my friends and some of my classmates in high school and college have gotten married and I was like “WOW!!!”. I’m, well, not even close! Haha… I saw their pictures on Facebook and they were all so happy and I’m a bit jealous, you know? Hehehe… It’s weighing me down. :) Here I am, been single and still… lol… I briefly dated someone but it just didn’t work. It was obvious I wasn’t ready at that time. The single life is great, but sometimes I miss being in love and that would make me a hypocrite if I don’t admit it. Reality check! Maybe it’s not my time yet… :D But you see, though I’m single, I’m proud to say I’m happy! :) I have a good life and job. The world is big and I know there’s somebody out there for me. He may not come today but I know he’ll come eventually.

Then, here comes another thing. You start thinking about all the things in life that you have not done yet and have not owned yet. I still have not traveled the world, I still have not owned a resort, a beautiful house, a nice car, and bla… bla… bla… stuff like that…funny ei? :) Well, I guess 26 is an age where you discover who you really are. It’s like finding what you always loved deep down that makes you different from everybody else and I’m still in the process of analyzing every aspect of my life. Just enjoying it! :)